Is There Direction?

youcantfindmecassie:

We keep on burying our dead,

we keep on planting their bones in the ground, 

but they won’t grow.

The sun doesn’t help,

and all we’ve got

is a giant crop of names and dates. 

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I have no one to vent to.

All of my “friends” are people from work and the only person I’m truly close with is my boyfriend and he is gone to England. Tonight was the first night where I came home feeling really terrible health wise and he wasn’t here to take care of me like he usually does when I’m not feeling well. I miss him already and it hasn’t even been seven hours. I totally decided to stop and take my meds because I wasn’t feeling good since I always keep an emergency few pills in my car just in case and I guess I got pretty drowsy so a cop pulled me over; thought I was on fucking “drugs” (the bad kind) and pats me down/checks my entire car. I’ve never felt so humiliated in my life.

This all at the gas station across Pulse mind you which is like 3 minutes from my house.

My head is killing me, I feel like shit and today was just bad.

I have no one to vent to

Went into Lush today, Told them my plans about going blonde.

candykitten-ox:

They recommended these products -

REHAB SHAMPOO; https://www.lush.co.uk/product/328/Rehab-Shampoo-100g

RETREAD CONDITIONER; https://www.lush.co.uk/product/333/Retread-Conditioner

These are wonderful products but it’s not really what I was looking for because I already have them.. I wanted to get some more info on Daddy-O, Trichomania and Marilyn hair treatment. But they just avoided talking about those products and focused on these. HELP?!

I’d definitely recommend using Daddy-O with Retread and doing Marilyn once a week.

The Daddy-O shampoo has the violet leaf which is going to brighten the hair and the lemon oil which is brightening as well. The seaweed in Daddy-O will also put protein in the hair and also build strength in the scap. The retread has violet leaf as well as soy so it has tons of protein!

(Source: candykitten-ox)

OH MY GOD. I’M SO BORED IN MY CLASS.

Meh

I have a combination of glycemic issues and depression.

I have no will to do anything but think about how badly I do not want to go to my internship or to class.

I’d love to go to my fun job at Lush but I physically feel like shit and I know it is just going to affect work negatively if I go in. I can always shake off mental disturbances but not physical.

This internship is taking up all my fucking time even outside of the office and summer classes are hell.

I need to work more because I actually have my own damn place to pay rent but I can’t because I either don’t get the long hours at work I used to have -____- or I just mentally can’t handle shit right oasjdfalksjflksjdl

I have a pimple.

I HAVE A PIMPLE.

STRESS.